|
BY REBECCA GRACE | AFA Journal Staff Writer
"This is the White House calling. You need
to call us." These are the words Gianna Jessen heard as she
listened to her voicemail.
Eager to the return the call she assumed was a joke, she dialed
the number. The voice on the other end gave her news she never expected
to hear: "You need to get on a plane within two days because
youre going to meet the president in Pittsburgh. Hes
signing the bill that you testified in favor of a couple of years
ago."
Reality set in as Jessen arrived in Pittsburgh and was led into
a crowded room where she met President George W. Bush. She was too
nervous to speak, but Bush calmed her anxiety with a hug.
"The president of the United States is treating me like his
next-door neighbor," Jessen remembers thinking.
"This is the way I need to be in leadership," she thought.
"The Scripture that kept running through my mind [was] He
who is chief among you will be the servant of all.'"
But a lesson in leadership was not all Jessen learned that day.
Later, she mustered enough courage to speak to the president.
"Oh, Mr. President, I have to tell you that I so respect
you that I dont know what to say," Jessen said. "You
need to know that we are praying for you."
"Thats the greatest gift you can give to a president,"
Bush replied.
"At this moment, [having never known my real father], it was
like the president became my father because he looked right into
my face with the kindest, strongest voice and said, You are
so sweet! And then he looked at me and said, Im
not going to let you down," Jessen recalled.
"He kissed me on the cheek, hugged me again and went on his
way.
"And that changed my life" a life God, the Creator,
chose to spare nearly 28 years ago in the darkness of an abortion
clinic.
A
near-death experience
Jessen is an abortion survivor who now spends her life
speaking up for the speechless. She was invited to meet the president
on August 5, 2002, as a result of her standing before Congress and
testifying on behalf of the Born-Alive Infants Protection Act that
Bush signed into law that day.
As described by National Right to Life, "The law guarantees
that every infant born alive enjoys full legal rights under federal
law, regardless of his or her stage of development or whether the
live birth occurred during an abortion."
The law came 25 years too late for Jessen but not a minute too
soon for the countless number of babies that are yet to be born.
However, Jessen knows that it was because of the sheer power of
Jesus Christ that she survived a saline abortion in 1977 after her
biological mother went to a Planned Parenthood clinic in southern
California.
"I was that baby she aborted," Jessen said, or at least
attempted to abort by allowing an abortionist to inject a saline
salt solution into her womb. The plan is for the baby to gulp the
solution which burns the child both inside and out before she is
delivered dead within 24 hours. After being burned alive in her
mothers womb for 18 hours, Jessen was delivered alive in the
abortion clinic.
"The abortionist
was not on duty the moment I came
into this world," Jessen added. "Had he been there, he
would have ended my life with strangulation, suffocation or [by]
leaving me there to die, which was considered perfectly legal up
until
President Bush signed
the Born-Alive Infant
Protection Act to prevent that from happening any further. Now a
child who goes through something like that must receive proper medical
care."
Gods plan for Jessen was unfolding as evident from the medical
care she received after a nurse at the abortion clinic called an
ambulance and had this two-pound life transported to a hospital
where Jessen refused to die.
"The abortionist had to sign my birth certificate," Jessen
said. "A few hours before, he was trying to take my life, and
then a few hours later he had to acknowledge it."
A
will to live
Although Jessen was full of life from the moment of conception,
surviving the abortion was only the beginning of what appeared to
be a bleak future.
Following an extended hospital stay, Jessen was placed in emergency
foster care where she was mistreated before being rescued by a foster
mother named Penny.
"I needed love,
and she took me home [at 17 months],"
Jessen said.
By this time, Jessen was 32 pounds of dead weight . She was never
expected to lift her head, sit up, crawl, walk or sing. Jessen was
also diagnosed with cerebral palsy caused by the lack of oxygen
to her brain during the abortion.
The doctor told Penny that she should give up on the thought of
Jessen progressing beyond a vegetative state.
"Doesnt this language sound strangely familiar?"
Jessen asked. "Didnt we hear the same language over and
over last March in regards to a woman named Terri Schiavo?
"So my point being
we cannot take the lives of weak
people just because they make us uncomfortable," she said.
"Just maybe those weak people might be forcing us to deal with
the issues in our own souls."
Jessen explained how she could relate to Schiavo, who survived
for 13 days after being deprived of food and water, because Jessen
had the same will to live as a struggling infant.
"When you want to live you fight," Jessen said. "The
person, whether or not she can speak, is speaking volumes by the
fact that she will not give in to death.
[So] this has gotten
me thinking about why in the world we are so eager to end the lives
of weak people.
"Penny wasnt one of those people. She worked with me
three times a day with my physical therapy
, and I wasnt
her only foster child. There were times when she had five [children]
at once, and she did my physical therapy anyway, and I began to
hold my head up."
By three-and-a-half years old, Jessen began to walk with the aid
of a walker and leg braces.
"Now dont you think thats early for someone who
was never supposed to be anything more than a vegetable?" Jessen
asked. "So it is not by might, not by power, but by my
Spirit says the Lord of Hosts, and I believe with all my heart
that the miraculous is possible."
A
race to run
After four surgeries, including a severe spinal surgery, Penny
taught Jessen to walk again. Now, she walks with only a slight limp
and has taken on the challenge of running marathons while pursuing
a career as a singer and songwriter.
She completed her first marathon in April 2005 in her hometown
of Nashville, Tennessee.
"It took me seven-and-a-half hours, but I didnt quit,"
Jessen said. "It was the most unbelievable day."
Jessen began her marathon stint about two years ago when she went
into a gym and met a trainer. At the time, Jessen could only lift
30 pounds of weight with her legs, so her new trainer didnt
expect a strenuous workout regimen to last more than about two weeks.
However, a year later Jessen was crossing the finish line of a
national marathon, a feat she tackled for several reasons. One reason
was to honor Penny, who became Jessens grandmother after Pennys
daughter, Dianna, officially adopted Jessen.
"[Plus] I do this for people to give them hope so that they
can see that the impossible is possible," she explained.
Jessen is working as a volunteer for Stars Organization Supporting
Cerebral Palsy (S.O.S.), which is designed to promote awareness
of and support for people with cerebral palsy. She is accepting
donations and sponsorships at www.justgiving.com/giannajessen
for her participation in the Flora London Marathon 2006 in April.
At the same time, God continues to teach Jessen lessons in humility
and obedience that are more rewarding than a first place finish.
The training process has become a means of healing from the emotional
pain associated with her abortion.
"[For example], when I started running marathons, a dear friend
of mine was working on my leg [muscles] with massage," Jessen
explained.
The moment the massage began, Jessen burst into sobs. She immediately
knew it was because the physical hand of love had not touched her
when she was small.
"That part of me was completely abandoned, and I felt like
it was the Lord just touching me and healing [me]," she said.
Jessen was not traumatized when she first found out, at the age
of 12, that she had survived an abortion.
"The things Ive been traumatized by are the results
of that [abortion]," she admitted, "so there are things
that God is really healing now that I didnt even know needed
to be healed."
A
life to lead
Although Jessen no longer suffers physical pain, her
life continues to be full of difficult challenges that she believes
began at the moment she was conceived. However, her personal relationship
with Christ, which began when she was four years old, is what has
brought her to where she is today.
"I adore the Lord!" she said. "He is my Father
, but I would be a liar and not so true of a Christian if I said
[that] every day is just one big 24-hour piece of bliss.
"You cant handle anything on your own except by the
strength and the grace of God that is propelling you forward and
helping you overcome in victory by His grace," she added. "There
is unbelievable, beautiful treasure in the midst of pain and weakness,"
which is why she is able to see her cerebral palsy as a gift rather
than a disability.
"He healed me by taking away my desire to be healed and showing
me the tremendous life that I will lead.
It seems like the
more challenges, the more joy I get," Jessen explained.
"I dont want to be a person who quits. I want to make
a mark on this world."
For more information
or to book Gianna Jessen for a speaking event:
www.giannajessen.com
www.nashspeakers.com
(phone: 615-263-4143)
Pro-Life/Crisis
Pregnancy Resources:
www.care-net.org
www.beavoice.net
www.nrlc.org
|